how many of the missed connections are ever found?
do they have missed missed connections?
that must be a sad place
like the land of misfit toys in the Rudolph TV special we all watched as kids
love (or like) is surprising
you can crush and lust and lust and crush over someone for so long
and then SMACK IN THE FACE WITH A MOUTH you're head over heels over someone else
you're living in the state of subjectivity
place of possibilities
it's a mystical, bipolar land
one minute you're basking in the sun and what may come
and the next you're being hailed upon by homing missiles of self-doubt and self-hatred that know just where your weak points are, poking and prodding and breaking the thick skin you've spent so long building up to this moment but they're hurting you where the cuts won't heal so easily and you have to google the word missiles to make sure you're spelling it correctly
it's going to take more than a little neosporin and a bandaid to fix you up
more than Dr. House on one of his good days
and don't even get me started on the spelling
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